you are nobody till somebody loves you

Well, here is just another post of all the things I would really like to own... and can't afford! Terribly sorry for lack of updates but I just never know what to write. Not a terribly interesting person I would say. Perhaps I could post some looks but my camera is not the best and I really would not want you to have nightmares. I wish I had a good camera that I could take inspiring photos with- but that's out. Any suggestions as to what I could write? I am so lost!

Certainty

With every step we take, we plunge into the darkness. Waiting for a sign to tell us if we won or if we lost. If we are closer or farther away. If we are right or if we are wrong. Nothing is for certain and that what makes life a game of chance. We will never know if what we are doing is for the best or is just senseless. But we do know for certain that when we do something that pleases the self, we are winning half of the battle. Even though we may mess up, we can come out with a sense of satisfaction and gratitude. We were certain in our selves and in our mind set that we have moved two steps towards the goal. The rest does not matter; so what if the decision was wrong and we were made to step back? We learned from it and from ourselves. No matter how many times we mess up, when we make decisions that make us happy; we will always end up one step ahead than the last time.

Shoes

Below are some shoes that I am dieing to purchase! I love them! I really am interested in neutral colors and black! I love black! Wedges, shoes with buckles, vintage shoes, biker boots are my favorite type of shoes. Wish i could afford them! Its going to suck next year more because i am going to University and all my money will go down the drain! Not that i can afford to buy them now.. Too much want! What things are on your list? What are your favorite shoes? I'm dieing to hear :)